Fighting back

Well it's like me saying to myself or rather my intellect saying to my heart LTNS but then everyone is not gifted to do all the things all the times.Its like going by the age old saying we can do somethings all the time but not all the things at some point of time.I mite have got that wrong even.
Last yr flew as if blink of the eyes.It saw a great transformation in.The old childish susant was lost somewhere out there in the crowd and a more mature,impatient susant was born.This susant was more boring and frustrated but he had to live wid it.He still remembered the days when he went to sleep after facing the early rays of the sun with a fag in his hand.Those lovely pals and those classes full of shit which he used to attend so that his attendence is not 0%.He was like used to do things all at the last moment.But gone are the days.He finally graduated gracefully and was ready to go up the ladder.He was full of enthusiasm and energy.But once out of the college,he was like lost in the crowd.The same things happened to him as if following the old rules that was reflected by amir's dialogue in RDB... Things went wrong somewhere and he was lost,lost in this vast world trying to fight for his own identity.He lost all battles to get back his identity.So finally it took 4 months of impatience waiting to gain a bit of lost ground.It was his chance of fighting the crowd to mark a difference and to make his own identiy.
So on oct 12th,2006 marked a spl day in his life and he joined a company.Though it was nowhere close to his dream company but atleast it gave him satisfaction that he will be happy joining it and in return he will get a identity of his own.31st oct was the best day in his life.That day marked the first earning of that guy.Though it was quite late as compared to his other friends but he was content.But as time passed and he successfully completed 3 months in his office widout much glitches and also marked and own identity of his own.He was atleast known in his corporate cirlce.Everyone used to relate his face either to a TT player or a smoker or as a bencher.But he was happy and that was the only thing that mattered to him.And as the early rays of the sun marked the beginning of the new yr he was ready to fight back again and to get back his lost identity.Now can he make up any difference is to be seen in near future but my heart says he can achieve anything he want.I believe him but no one knows destiny so me keeping my fingers crossed.

Forfeit the game Before somebody else Takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame Cover up your face You can't run the race The pace is too fast You just won't last.(Courtesy:Linkin park)