It's a LONELY world

When i reminisce ignorance was bliss,back in the days where the magic exist.
Had a lot of fun living life on the run,Never had a chance to pause to get a better glance.Everything was free and everything was fast.Never even thought it wouldn't last.Life is just a big fat riddle, so figure it out.
It's like love, some people get it,for some it's just a glove that just never fitted,for me it's just a pain in the a**,But i'm addicted to the taste of hopin' it could last

Once I finished revising what to do in the next few days, I closed my eyes to pray God, pls help me.This is like a moving a mountain but then they say "Faith can move mountains...". I looked back at the schedule, the nitty gritties I had done wid it. I double checked the day for my departure to Kolkata and then getting back to my place. Even I had managed to plan a stay at Bhubaneswar for two days just to get a look of my beloved. Thoughts revisited to my college days, err, I would say they were the cool-age days. Getting back to my reality I never realised whether the schedule was my high or a low in my recent times.
Like I moved back to bangalore to settle down there before I get the joining letter but wid the company delaying in da joining it seems my future prospects are bleak and I gotta search for a new job whatever it pays. Its hard to stay here when U are not earning but then I had the dubious support of my inner self.. he he he!!!I had appeared for the selecton process of SAP labs and it went well but still unless the Luck is on my side they mite not call me,that was a high. I had been offered the joints which I had refused politely was another high. I had so many khattis wid Nak and nishant, that was a high but then I miss my other friends with whom I had spent my 4 valuable yrs and a morose type of feeling creeps into my mind.
I had stopped worrying abt the company and the joining letter cos it let me down. It made me appear as if I had no other purpose other than serving them like a combo of DOG & ASS( Hopefully they don't add the JACK to the ASS character of mine,(grins)). But I had learned to survive and will surely survive. Decided to make bglr my new home,come what may,even if my company selects a different place for me.
And the best part after coming to bglr is the prank I played along wid NAK and nishant and almost fooled everyone.And the same one is catching me up wid no one ready to accept the reality. So the questions still remains the same, WHO IS FOOLING WHOM? .Apart from these moments everything else was a low.
Maybe i'm a target for people that are bitter,atleast i can say that i've never been a quitter.It could be the end of the world as we know it still i never want it all, and i never want it now.If i loose then i'll figure it out how the times flies, even with the blink of an eye. When you're young you absorb like a sponge in disguise.Then you get a little older and gather your thoughts it's amazing what you learn. So the time I get to write my next blog, hopefully I hope that I am placed with a company atleast.(Amen!!!).

Adios,
Susant

PS:Just one more fight
About your leadership
And I will straight up
Leave your shit
Cause I've had enough of this
And now I'm pissed
This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
And I will give up everything
To be on my own again
Free again
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway
Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
Where you're gonna go.

(Courtesy: Few extracts from da songs of my Fav band "Limp BizKit")