Will I ever learn?

That was the biggest and the toughest question for which I have no answers. Will I ever learn to do the things they ought to be done. I set big targets,I see big dreams. Everyone does but I don't think there would be one freak like me who sets targets and dreams just for the sake of others to see but never had even tried an ounce to do the same.
As usual reached office at 12.15, took a print out of my goals that I had set, of the things I gotta do before 12th oct,2008... the day I would be putting my resignation papers down at my present office. I had always thought of the pros and cons but I never consider myself of having any market value with my present knowledge base. After reaching office I started reading PHP 5.X but just covering one article I started playing solitaire. It sucks big time but even that's a solace for me at the office to pass the bugging 8 hours .I was also listening to the songs of swadesh and suddenly the music player started playing "Pal Pal hai bhari". I was hearing that song after a long period but never ever thot of the meaning the song wanted to lay. And after hearing it for 9-10 times that if I want my dreams to come true than I am the only person responsible for it making them true. I just can't set my targets and then hope everything will be done by itself. I have to work hard to achieve the same. Realising the same I stop bloggin as of this moment and get back to my work ... Hope I would be able to deliver atleast some of my goals.
Adios!